A little for me and a little for them...

Instead of another update, I have more of a poetic moment I suppose is the best way to say this.  Any mother knows it is no secret that you constantly think about your children.  With that said I have learned a few more things I have added to my very own bucket list for myself and things I promise to my kids.
To the tres cowboys...
1. Momma is crazy...but Daddy loves it so I guess you have to also.
2. Life is rough...and I will never sugar coat that for you because I love you.
3. Guess what? The Church is still true...
4. I will embarass you.  It builds character.
5. Don't listen to stupid people.
6. If You're in jail for a night.  Use your one phone call on someone else besides me...i.e. don't call me.
7. You better treat your girls as good as your daddy treats me.  Hear my warning on that one!
8. Our family is a little jumbled. But we are still a family. Enough said.
9. I hope I can teach yo everything I want to...

10. So...remember Mommy loves you!

I'm a big kid now!

On Wednesday David started his first day of kindergarten! Amongst all the other kids crying to go home with their parents, David walked right in to the classroom like he owned it! Made it MUCH easier for us! Jordan seems a little stricken now that big brother is gone in the mornings but I am sure that will change when he realizes he has ALL the toys to himself for half the day! Here are some pics on Dave's first day.

This or That...

Have you ever had one of those moments in life where you have a bucket list or a plan of action? Shon and I are totally at that point and SO many things depend on it.  I am sure if would be easier to go in to detail about what I am kinda saying, but well...it's kinda personal. And although I know we have blogs for that reason...too bad! :-)

We are in the limbo of move, don't move, buy a car, save money, etc, etc.  I want my kids to have a great home and a safe home.  I want them to have the best school and the "cool" clothes so they aren't picked on.  I know this is a far fetch and clothes don't mean anything to some people, but when you have tried and worked so hard for a family...cost doesn't matter anymore.  Ask our adoption attorney! 

With all that said too, we are giving Clomid another shot.  This first month I don't think it will happen...I don't feel it yet.  But October...here we come! I am going in to see the doctor in a couple of weeks.  So hopefully he gives me some insight.  I trust him a lot.  He knows his stuff! 

Here's to baby-making! I know...I am never satisfied.  But I just want ONE girl...that is all.  :-)